[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Monday||1.1.07||11:27pm] okay, so...2006 wasnt really my cup of tea, there were good times and bad, there were hard times, and MANY times that i wish i never went through, but i guess you can say that 2006 was a big learning experianced year for me. with this entry, i wanna just apologize for all the shit in 2006 and hello to 2007 because as i said. 2006 was a learning experianced year, and from learning comes knowledge and understanding for the future. so, 2007..im not promising that im gonna be perfect....im promising more effort into changing and to become a better person...to not repeat past mistakes and learn from them...theres a famous quote thats always been said..and thats.." everything happens for a reason" and i learned to live by that. and for me new years resolution.........i guess its more about being a more open-minded person..and be thankful for all the opportunities in my life.... happy birthday to you TARA=) 1||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Friday||12.22.06||4:45pm] lets just say im satisfied MEEEEEEERY CHRISTMAS LJers post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Friday||12.15.06||11:17pm] realized alot today, had a long ass talk with billy and anton...thanks alot buddies! yeaa..soo as i said i realized ALOT....realized that many people that you didnt even have problems with......start having problems after...like i mean..im not saying this to offend anyone okay..just my opinion and my observation......one problem happens with ONE person.....and the whole group acts weird....i mean.....UGH....and about my new feeling?? i dont even know about that anymore..talked to billy and anton about "the feeling" and now im like....second thinking it for some reason.....ehhh OH AND BIG THANKS TO ARVIN! lol i realli thank you for helpin me through my time of need....umm yea..maybe im just feeling this because of the distraction that i have with other problems,...but....WATEVER RIGHT? ready to talk when you are...cuz when you are ready to talk...i got some questions...im realli confused.. 2||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||12.14.06||10:19pm] its been a long time since i updated this, i tried my best to keep off this cause i figured out that this LJthingy confuses me alot...soooooo. from now on i need to watch what i type....there might be some misunderstandings that might follow...but ANYWAYS=) as i said earlier, its been a LONG time since i updated this thinger-ma-bobber and uhh yea i guess its time for a new entry huh? well anyways today? hmmmm today? shall we talk about today? hahah okayyy we shall....today was one of the most gayest-feeling-days ever.....like i mean...it was absolutely unproductive and it was also weird with the friends...people that i thought i was cool with, made it look like they wanted a distance with me? but what the hey? but watever, i mean..................................OKAY this is really buggin me so im just gonna splirt it allll crazy out...LOL.... >> look, i tried talking to you about it, but from my understandings and how it looks like, you dont wanna do that, you dont wanna talk, you just wanna leave this hanging and not care about it....(yea sure i might be wrong, but how else can feel / say when thats how it looks like to me?) so what am i gonna do? ignore it too? i honestly dont want to, but wat - can - i - do? i wanted to talk, to straighten things out...and you didnt want to..... sooo......ill see ya in school=) ////////// to who it HAS to concern "Just because I know we had a friendship"> gosh, truly and honestly lemme just say this now...frik.....im sorry for whatever shit i did or didnt do AND if sorry isnt enough an of an apology.ugh watever..im open to to talk, ready when you are.. 1||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Friday||11.24.06||5:05pm] hb loser emmrey 1||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||11.23.06||5:29pm] BLAHH post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Wednesday||11.22.06||7:32pm] MADE 3RD CUT!!!!!! 1 MORE TO GO!!!! BTW, take a look at my God daughter Zhahlize 2||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Saturday||11.18.06||1:59pm] not gonna be on this for AWHILE... some bordness pictures AGAIN=) 6||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Friday||11.17.06||1:48pm] a little boredom on a "no school" day..hahahahahahahahah enjoy 6||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||11.16.06||9:11pm] just a little 'snip-snip' on the hair...just a little=) (not realli a difference, but....YEP it feels LIGHTER=)) 10||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Monday||11.13.06||9:29pm] work work work....thats all i do been soo tierd lately....all the energy drained out of me..BLEHH.....been working soo hard lately.....lost some time for units..but im woking on it..dont worry....uh.....nothing new with me..just came back from work..and reminesing about the fkin past..... = lonely.... post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Tuesday||11.7.06||5:01pm] bumped into the cutest guy today, didnt realize it last year... this year.. yep i have to say he's a cutie=) okay soo had TA interview today.....which was OKAY...but kinda shocked about some of my marks....spent most of my time with rellz and her beloved boyfriend...and then spent some time with justin and kat and ryan...after school, went to go to agentcourt with justin ryan and mary....*THANKS MRS.LEE PACK FOR THE RIDE...chilled at wal-mart *bumped into the cute guy.....and left after......had nough laughs today.....thanksss 1||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Wednesday||11.1.06||4:22pm] didnt go to school today, was soo tierd from yesterday's work....BLAHHHH....woke up around 9 soo just decided not to go to school...did some unit work.....TRIED to do some history..BUT I LOST MY UNIT..frikkkk..soo pissed....wateverrrr....did alot of thinking, and alot of reminesing about the past, and the present...drifted from the people that use to make me laugh, but found new ones to make me DIE of laughter....uhhhh lol anywayssssss NEW OBSESSION! ONE TREE HILL! yes i know, its because of chad micheal murray hahahahaha 1||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Sunday||10.29.06||8:48pm] feelin a little.......................blahh post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||10.26.06||9:26pm] Okay, well lets just take a second to think about all that’s going on right now...its not a big deal, but all im saying is….”whats my next step?” I really don’t know what to do anymore..im so happy though that I got to see him like 2 days ago…It was so unexpected because I thought that he was still on lock. But surprisingly I saw him at town station…it made me happy for a while.. but then I went back to reality to think…”umm, what now?” I honestly don’t know what to do at this point..i waited, now he’s allowed to go out….i told him, now I don’t know what else to do…AND NOW…..whats next? Talk to him again? Or wait for him to talk to me?.....should I call him, or wait for him to call me..i wanna know if its all worth it..hopefully everything will end up okay, but if it doesn’t….honestly that’s okay too. I waited andnow I wanna see if everything will turn out the way its meant to be..if its friends, then friends it is…..if its more….*then we’ll see……………im just waiting and seeing…that’s the best that I can do….and for my next step? Im still waiting on the results…..i like him enough to just wait and see, instead up jumping into it soo fast..i choose to keep it real instead of making this whole thing a thing…wait and see what happens????????? *I guess……… OOPSSS NVM=) LOL..... lllalalaallallalllallal- EVERYTHINGS OK 1||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||10.26.06||1:30pm] Okay, well lets just take a second to think about all that’s going on right now...its not a big deal, but all im saying is….”whats my next step?” I really don’t know what to do anymore..im so happy though that I got to see him like 2 days ago…It was so unexpected because I thought that he was still on lock. But surprisingly I saw him at town station…it made me happy for a while.. but then I went back to reality to think…”umm, what now?” I honestly don’t know what to do at this point..i waited, now he’s allowed to go out….i told him, now I don’t know what else to do…AND NOW…..whats next? Talk to him again? Or wait for him to talk to me?.....should I call him, or wait for him to call me..i wanna know if its all worth it..hopefully everything will end up okay, but if it doesn’t….honestly that’s okay too. I waited andnow I wanna see if everything will turn out the way its meant to be..if its friends, then friends it is…..if its more….*then we’ll see……………im just waiting and seeing…that’s the best that I can do….and for my next step? Im still waiting on the results…..i like him enough to just wait and see, instead up jumping into it soo fast..i choose to keep it real instead of making this whole thing a thing…wait and see what happens????????? *I guess……… 2||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Saturday||10.21.06||11:46pm] work was hell..tierd and everything..stayed longer because i was the only one who was closeing..BYMYSELF..i felt like i was gonna cry because i was soo self concious that i wasnt doing it correct..luckily chris stayed to help me out and wait for me...soo sweet..LOVE YOU MAN.....walked him to his brimley busstop...*wasted a bus ticket for that.went back inside to wait for daddy....went straight to cousins house..and here are the results: YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSP....hahahah..thats about it..its so late, and like i said before.i need to catch up on some units...i dont think ill be working alot next week,...ill try to get back on track..ill get back on this later by homooooooooooooos 4||post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Saturday||10.21.06||10:47am] ive been really tierd lately..iunno..with school and work and other things going on in my life..its been really TIERING...i mean...school.i realli wanna do good...i know i've been slacking off lately.....i mean.."not choosing to do my work"...ive always been giving the reason..."ill do it later"..but im behinde in target date and i realli need to focus...sry if im not gonna have much time for friends and family....its work and school.....main priorities.............right now..not permanently.but just soo that i can get myself back on track..i need to stay focus on what needs to be done.....work....im second thinking it.....im thinking i should quit...or take a break soo that i can put myself back on track with school..but the hard thing is that..i love my work...i love the people there..and its hard.....and the talks with the friends that ive been having lately at school...thanks guys... hopefully you guys know who you are.....anyways....gonna get ready for work soon..and before i leave, maybe pull out some units..alryt homieesssss post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||10.19.06||10:53pm] havent updated in a while...wooooooooooop...soo works good....its actuaklly VERY GOOD..hahah and school, well i gotta keeps those grades up still..dont wanna fall behinde....anyways..today was alryt....didnt do ALOT of work..but i did enough...umm...after school, got nails done with nesh..it was soo cool...hahaha i was soo amazed for some reason..hahah it was fun and i liked it..hahah well iiuno if imma be on this for a long time, cuz units need to be done.....soooo imma leave it at this....BY LJ LOSERSSS post comment||+?

[FRIENDS_DATE_FORMAT=>Thursday||10.12.06||6:47pm] waiting.... yep, thats what im gonna do..im gonna wait and see what happends..i mean....wats the WORST that could happen ryt? thats what im gonna do...wait......and.....see.... 3||post comment||+?

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